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Wednesday, December 23, 2009; 1:34 PM
holding on to e last hope..
why when i thought everything was over
it turned out not and instead it turned out worse?
WHY?
is this all an act or a trick to see if i fall for it?
is this it?
why can't we all live happily like other families?
they do not have such problems..
i dun think i can hold on much longer
very soon i'm gonna explode or jus elope wif my sis..
two "beautiful" scenes has enfolded infront of my eyes
it jus keeps getting worse and tragic day by day..
i can't bear to hurt my eyes anymore
wateva i'm containing nw might jus spill n topple all out..
i won't be able to contain anymore of this!
PLEASE!
will u jus let me off the hook?
y can't u jus sit down n settle this once and for all???
I'VE HAD ENOUGH!!
mum pls do not be so weak and soft.
pls stay firm and strong so dat u can have a proper talk wif dad.
i dun wan to see u talkin to dad for a bit then u'll start breakin down..
i HATE this!
can't u jus gather urself up tgt?
dad pls do not raise ur voice the moment mum starts askin u a question.
she jus wants to have a nice talk wif u, can't u jus calm down n be patient?
i know ur're feelin irritated too but dun u wan to solve this problem once and for all too?
so jus calm down u and mum and solve it.
NO SHOUTING and CRYING anymore please!
okay?
i really WISH this will end from today.
January 2008