OMG!
today is the most embarrassing day of my life!
i've nvr ever thought this would happen to me!
how can i be so blur and stupid & just go to school like dat w/o realising it??!!
omg it's so freakin embarrasing la!
i must be the most dumbest person in the world.
how i wish at that moment, i could just dig a hole & hide my whole self in there!
i really can't face any of my frens anymore!
ahh! i really felt like killing myself at that very moment man!
how can i do this to myself?
am i retarted of wat?
y can't i realise that something was very very wrong before leaving?
because of this, i had to walk so unnaturally all the way home,
looking out for ppl so that they will not bump into me or else........
I'M SERIOUSLY A GONER!!!
plus not only did i walked unnaturally, i walked like lightning speed from school all the way to compass
hoping and really praying hard that i can get home safe and sound and as fast as possible.
and...
FINALLY!
after all that internal conflict i went through,
now i'm finally back to my home sweet home!!
ok,i think i've thrown out all of my feelings.
feeling so much more better now.
shall go nw bye guys (:
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January 2008